Tuesday, December 16, 2008

fervent and admirably unsentimental

"Had I been compelled to tun back now, I would never have known the new landscape hidden behind the woody hill that shut off my horizon, nor penetrated the mystery beyond that other rosy-coloured one which stood behind it, not climbed the pass which, still farther traced and mauve soft line on the sky between snow-white peaks.  Forebodings still arose in my mind only to fade in there powerlessness to disturb those wonderful hours."
My Journey to Lhasa
Alexandra David-Neel

Days in the Golden Triangle

Thailand's North Boarder; The river was wide and slow.   The Kok River's still water did not run deep, the banks were shallow and our bamboo raft kept running aground and sticking in the mud.   The journey was a slow dirty one, and just the one we had traveled to the northern boarder of Thailand to take.   My sister Katie, three Brits,  two Thai raft experts, and I, cooked, slept, lived, and smoked  a little, for four days, on a 30 bamboo poles--all strung together


Sitting single file on the bamboo we floated on down the river.  At sunset the oarsmen stuck the raft in the mud and got out, so the five of us got out too.  We walked through a drained rice patty to a village.   It became clear that we were going to be spending the night in the bamboo hut next to the cows so we put our bags down there.   For dinner we had noodles and too much rice wine.  We went to bed.   

In the middle of the cold night the hut was really warm, half awake I was surprised how cozy this hut was compared to the others I had sojourned in recently.   I opened my eyes and over Katie's shoulder, through the slats in the bamboo there was a fire.   I tried to wake her up but she ignored me, there was a squeal that she couldn't ignore and she was awake.    In our sleeping bags we shuffled to the door,  the hut where the pigs and cows were next to us was on fire and the pigs were being carried away.  There was shouting and squealing, and then it seemed like the ordeal was over.   Katie and I didn't sleep, or talk,  we were ready to run if we needed to: we didn't know where to go.   


The sun was hot in the morning and the hut where the animals had been was much closer then it had seemed,  Myanmar was much closer than we had known.   The fire in the middle of the night was set by a Burmese ethnic group that had been all but exterminated by the government and frequently burned and stole from villages across the boarder.  We were closer to danger than we thought.


Our journey began because we had a few extra days.  Our journey ended in the same way it began, in the mud on the river banks of a city that we didn't know, with a few days to kill.  In the meantime we lived for a bit in a hut--and on a raft, in the golden triangle.   We booked two tickets to Cambodia.

Monday, December 15, 2008

disaster

San Diego CA, A disaster; for ten dollars at the farmers market I bought a fake wedding band to take to India.  I wore it this weekend to a party, an ugly sweater party.  The result of the sweater and the ring was; although not unpredictable, completely undesirable--may take the sweater to India instead of the ring.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

like a turtle


I was eight and I had a pretty good idea what hell was like.  Hell was hot, and crowded, and sleepy, and it smelled like burning rubber.  Hell had hands smaller than mine, hands that grabbed at my clothes; hell had no shoes.   A train platform at sunrise, the city of Delhi was asleep, sleeping between the train tracks, between doorways, between what I knew and what I know now.   This was India 

I am moving into a moderately sized backpack,  and like a turtle, I am setting off to make my home.    India has always intimidated me, naturally;  when the Peace Corps informed me that they can not handle me until next October, I made a decision to set out for Dharamsala.  I am going live in Dharamsala with the Tibetan people and do what I can to contribute to their cause of freedom.   I leave Dec. 28


Friday, July 25, 2008

Good News

Good News, I was nominated to the Peace Corps one month ago, tomorrow is my final medical check. I have been nominated to serve in North Africa & Middle-East Region. Anticipated departure date is June, 2009. I am hoping to get some more information and possibly the departure date will be accelerated. I have a lot to learn and a ton to do before next June--specific goals 1. learn Yoga 2. learn to draw. 3. write more. There it is, my plan for the next 11 months. I think I can, I think I can, I think I can